Assalamu alaikum I am standing in the crossroads of life, and pray and make dua may Allah SWT guide me wich way to follow, the way to be best for my akhirat, to continue the family life that last from 14 years now, just to prevent my daughter from another stress connected to divorce and living separately or carrying it with patience , the emotional and psychical death from some years now in one house with her mother . Yes its not best introductory but I decide to do something at least to create profile on this portal and in she Allah , Allah will show the way of of this biidhniAllah. My future spouse if it ever happen again should be religious ,following the way of ahl as sunnah wal jamaah, there is som many difference between the people and beliefs that I prefer at least we will have same understanding of deen, should also accepted my daughter that in case of divorce will stay with her mother, good if can speak arabic language to teach me ,I can read but I can't talk. I am thinking of continue living in the country of my origin but I also consider to relocate somewhere where I will not hear barking of the dogs everywhere, as its have place here where I am living. what only prevented me from this is situation on the whole world ,war in many places.