I am trying my best to tie my camel. God help me, but I am trying my best. Insha Allah god give all good Muslims success Ameen. Jazkallahu Khayran for reading further. - A little bit about me I was a former Shia. I still love the family of the prophet pbuh, but don’t follow the Shia views. I am Sunni and have been for a few years now, Ameen. The reason I mention this is because I have prayed like a Shia my whole life, so I have to rewrite my brain and re-learn prayer to fit the Sunni style of prayer and recitations. So when I pray I have notes by my side when I forget some verses, that’s the sole reason I mention it. - I believe god loves polygyny and the final Prophet PBUH practiced it as well. It is sunnah. If god didn’t love it, he wouldn’t have allowed it in the first place. Jazkallahu Khayran, if you don’t agree with this no problem. But, this is a sunnah view please respect it, thanks.

- Good person, does not love the dunya. Wants and thrives with all her might to go to heaven (that is our sole purpose in this life in the first place to worship god and strive for heaven). - not jealous/envious, doesn’t love money, shopping, drama, gossip, etc. - Good mother that will raise righteous and merciful children. Who will build orphanages, masjids, give zakat as much as they can, memorize Quran, etc. - To be a mercy on this earth and to be the coolness of my eyes.